Leave a Light On

Hey guys I know the holidays are shown as giving thanks, family time, happiness but I also know the truth of what is behind false smiles and fake laughs. I lost someone very close to me 4 yrs ago today and you would have NEVER known how unhappy she was by just talking with her. Depression and drugs are a bitch and that bitch took my friend. I wasn’t going to type anything as you know I try to just be a good, quiet little blogger in the shadows but I want you to know that I , although seem unapproachable or nice, I AM here, if you need, you can IM me you can send mail to FB or Flickr. People care, strangers care so know “I will leave a  light on” if you need it. ( song below is spot on)




.miss chelsea. Edie Scarf Colour Pack 1 @ N21

.miss chelsea. Edie Jacket & Dress Charcoal @ N21

Navy&Copper – Pineapple

=Zenith=autumn long boot with socks


.:[PUMEC] :. – .:CLEO:. – / BP N21 \ – SKIN (Catwa) @ N21



[Merak] – Country Love

[Merak] – Lamps @ Shiny Shabby


cinphul // gotrik [solstice] [tree]

cinphul // cold service [tea light candle]

cinphul // gotrik [solstice] [strand ]

HIDEKI – Pines

Kalopsia – Carol’s Christmas Garland

8f8 – Granny’s Winter Cottage – My Knit Chair

Serenity Style– Jojo Cozy Book & Mug in Deco(c)rate nov box

Serenity Style- Jojo Cozy Blankets Basket in Deco(c)rate nov box

Serenity Style- Jojo Cozy Slippers in Deco(c)rate nov box

JIAN ‘dorable Danes 15. Triple Baby Bed

Scarlet Creative Sylvia House @ Collab88

I hold your heart

Oh, my man
I hold your heart
Oh, pretend
You ain’t my fault
And oh, I don’t love you
And oh, I don’t love you
No, I never did




New Faces – Marcela @ shinyshabby

Bauhaus Movement – Noel Collar / BLACK @ .Whimsical.

Navy&Copper – BlackBerry ( fatpack for sure, amazing hair! ) @ Shiny Shabby

*Dirty Princess* The Sex Vixen Princess Lingerie Black @ Romp

. MILA . Hypnose Star Lashes (Catwa) @ Applique Event

. MILA . Adira Eyes I

SIIX// Hairbase

Comfort & Joy

Something a little different from me. I hope you like ❤


Gacha Key for CHEZ MOI  Here

CHEZ MOI Comfort&Joy Gacha @ Gacha garden

  • Big Pumpkin Basket
  • Comfort&Joy Frame
  • Fall Pumpkin Decor
  • Iron Pumpkin Candle
  • Outdoor Fireplace
  • Potted Fall Flower
  • Small Pumpkins Basket
  • Wooden Fall Armchair
  • Wooden Fall Couch
  • Wooden Table
  • Wrought Tricycle
  • (SEED OF INSPO) Wooden Shed

CHEZ MOI   Spider Gate Exclusive Marketplace here

MI Harvest Moon Fall Banner from October Deco(c)rate

[Merak] – Jam Crate @ ShinyShabby

[Merak] – Autumn Flower Bucket @ ShinyShabby

tarte. autumn tree @ C88

Fancy Decor: Rain Boots @ Uber

Fancy Decor: Open Book @ Uber

[ kunst ] – Leather mason jar @ Uber

GOOSE – Bread & knife

Apple Fall Twig Wreath

dust bunny . harvest . haybale @ C88

ISON HOME – fatty chinchilla

Kalopsia – Madeleine’s Planting Pots

Kalopsia – Madeleine’s Bucket Hangers

.:Bee Designs:. HFGacha- Falll tree set

.:Bee Designs:. HFGacha- Fall Ladder

.:revival:. park bench harvest moon





So the hours fade




{le fil casse} Angelica Collection Choker @ Epiphany

{le fil casse} Angelica Collection Dress @ Epiphany

{le fil casse} Angelica Collection Panty @ Epiphany

pr!tty – MoMochu – [All Color Huds]

#EMPIRE – Edelweiss @ Uber


Essences – Bianca (Catwa) @ K9



Silence. – Fall Cabinet Gacha @ N21

.peaches. Rustic Accents @ N21

Dahlia – Parisian Pumpkin @ N21

:HAIKEI: Always be there_Gacha / {7}@ K9

:HAIKEI: Always be there_Gacha / {6}

[ keke ] sommer dining fatpack

CMYK// 2. Pink and applepie @ secret hideout

*LODE* Decor – Mediterranean Pepper Tray @ Shinyshabby

{anc} flottante puppy. cream . layB

Second Spaces – Laundry Day – rolling basket

NOMAD // Improvised // Laundry Basket and Soap

Apple Fall Georgian Gothic Fireplace

dust bunny . porcelain deer . ivory

*YS&YS* Holborn Hanging Ivy

Come penetrate all this loss

  I can’t reject this empty hole
I cannot count the bloody cost
I can’t believe this wretched soul
Come penetrate all this loss
Come on and kill this sense of life
And be the one who is denied
Now show me one more upturned knife
And fill the emptiness inside
  Be mine, sister salvation
Juke joint Jezebel is coming for my cremation
Be mine, sister salvation
Closer now, see the revelation
  If I could leave my burning skin
That has been been used up in your sin
Is there a tiny part of me
Untouched, unsoiled by misery?
  Be mine, sister salvation
Juke joint Jezebel is coming for my cremation
Be mine, sister salvation
Closer now, see the revelation
  I am the city that will lie
You are the one that blame passed by
This is the place where I will weep
The loneliness of sweet conceit
Raymond Watts ( KMFDM )




Exile – Jagged Edge – All or Nothing

JF Design “Aster” Skirt/Panties/top @ Kinky

Phedora ~ Harley Boots ~ 28 C. @ Kinky

\//.VoluptasVirtualis – Ferone Collar @ Kinky


#PUMEC – STELLA – Dead March  4 in 1:.   – CATWA SKIN App.


Suicide Gurls – Asami Unisex Tattoo


BellePoses – Lady crow


[ isuka ] make it stop backdrop @ ShinyShabby

22769 – Hanging Cabinet – COMMON @ Salem

22769 – Azazels Head – COMMON @ Salem

22769 – Witch Hat – COMMON @ Salem

22769 – Row of Potions – COMMON @ Salem

22769 – Potion Bottles – COMMON @ Salem

22769 – Spell Book – COMMON @ Salem

22769 – Azazels Head – COMMON @ Salem

CMYK// 5. You’re muderer ( cup & cig ) @ Salem

.Atomic. Gacha // Witching Hour – Animalistic @ Salem

.Atomic. Gacha // Witching Hour – Candle Light (Black) @ Salem

.Atomic. Gacha // Witching Hour – Grind It @ Salem

*HEXtraordinary* Hand of Glory

I’ve been through the desert and I’ve been across the sea




*Besom~Cozy Hearts *Browns* @ Uber

Pretty Mess – Camila @ N21

Blueberry – DWL Classic Jeans

#EMPIRE – Edelweiss @ Uber


DS’ELLES –  CLOE For Catwa @ FAD



CHEZ MOI – Camping Set Bon Echo @ SHINYSHABBY

[Merak] – Autumn Flower Bucket @ SHINYSHABBY

[Merak] – Crate with Cloth @ SHINYSHABBY

[Tia] Harvest Pumpkin Trio @ SHINYSHABBY

hive // camp lantern

[ zerkalo ] Backstreet Hideout – Old Radio @ SHINYSHABBY

[ zerkalo ] Backstreet Hideout – Ashtray @ SHINYSHABBY

Fancy Decor: Rain Boots @ Uber

Fancy Decor: Open Book @ Uber

JIAN :: Raccoon Static

:CP: Autumn Harvest Haystack

220ML – Chronos Beer